...the art of sucking at running.....

...maybe if i write about it then i'll get motivated again...or one of my two followers will read it and give me the kick i need...
...Peachtree Road Race July 4th...should be motivation enough...not looking like an idiot on cardiac hill in front of cameras...should be motivation enough...being able to eat as many delicious cupcakes as i want...should be motivation enough...but i just can't seem to get my brain into it...the body is good...
...it's helping to report my runs to a friend...a li'l....but i need more...maybe a regimen with more structure...who knows?....i do know i need to get out of my head on my runs...

....today's run was one of those maybe tomorrow's run will be better....


........ps......running sucks.......

mojo

“Finish every day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.”
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

...truth...

...when people say they want someone to be honest....do they really mean it?
tonight I told a woman I wasn't feeling what they were and it hurt her...it's understandable to feel that way...i feel bad...however, i would rather someone tell me they didn't feel the same way than to say nothing at all...
yes I'm awkward in the way I express myself...yes I'm guarded in my emotions...but honest when I don't feel something or have stopped feeling something for someone...it sucks to hear it and it sucks to say it...
if I want to be around someone or if I'm digging on her then I throw it out there that I'm interested in wanting more...it's up to her to do with it as she wants...if nothing comes of it then I'm good with it...all she has to do is say it...
that's what I like and that's what I do...